one that i find myself sadly lost in. too many emotions, too many thoughts pillaging about my brain. doubts, fears, worries, hopes.
mostly a lot of extremely frustrating, horribly selfish concerns. mostly petty ones, at that.
i've been trying my hardest to pour all of this mess into art, writing, music, anything. i am void. i've lost my mitus touch or what have you. for the time being, at least, and it's terrifying.
i miss writing. i miss all of you. i miss being settled inside my own head and comfortable in my place.
i've also been having some serious gender issues, which may have a lot to do with it. also deaths, constant inter-family f